Eddie Davidson: Blog

When I was a kid, I read a Dear Abby letter about a parent that caught her son playing doctor at a family reunion with a cousin.

She painted his penis with a red lipstick and made him sit out in front of the others to shame him.

It sounds awful and traumatic, but at the time it was shockingly arousing.

It began to shape some of my own tastes. I had a babysitter much like the one in "Keeping the babysitter in line".

(not quite as cool, but looked like her)

She asked me to show her my cock, and she wanted to practice sucking it. She also showed me her pussy - although it was the 1980s, so all I saw was thick black, sweaty hair.

In retrospect, she was an "older girl" who blew my mind.

In reality, she was just a silly teenager, only a year or two older than me with little sexual experience and she wanted to practice in a safe way before she got around the older boy that she actually liked.

The other day I was looking at Youtube, and I saw someone explain why many enjoy humiliation.

https://youtu.be/BHYYxcjo3uY

(if femdom freaks you out, don't watch, but this isn't really about femdom. It's just an explanation of why shame/humiliation can work as a fetish).

She explains the power shift and behavior causes brain activity that can release endorphins, when giving/receiving or just reading about it. You don't have to be the recipient of it to get turned on by it.

The part that rings true is the increased brain activity and that goes along with reading a story instead of just watching a video. I can read 50 chapters and enjoy it. I get bored in a video and fast forward after 2 minutes even if its about the same things.

I am two chapters away from the conclusion of "The Beatings will continue until morale improves".

https://storiesonline.net/s/29555/the-beatings-will-continue-until

It's a story about a shy nerdy kid that is too smart for his own good. He's on a vacation to Panama City with his Aunt and her three daughters. They are stuck in a cramped RV.

In many ways, this sounds a lot like my last story "Hands Full of Innocence".

A shy nerdy kid, stuck on an RV with his family, and his big breasted cousin from Brazil, His Aunt, Uncle and their son.

https://storiesonline.net/s/31079/hands-full-of-innocence

I write a lot of shy/smart nerdy kid main characters. That's because I used to be one. Now, I am a perverted old man - still nerdy, not as shy.

I think the set up is similar but it's a very different story. I realize as it comes to it's conclusion that there was more I could have told about these characters. They were fun to write.

If someone enjoyed the story enough and wants to continue Patty's journey with her daughters down the road after they drop off Hunter at his parent's house - be my guest. I'd love it!! I am curious what was waiting for them in South Dakota. It probably wasn't Hunter's Uncle Bob.

What is next?

I have several nearly completed stories that need some TLC to be completed. I have only one that is ready to be published. It's 32 chapters in length. That should give me enough time to finish the follow up conclusion.

The title is "Call Me Misty"

I had actually completed "The Beatings Will Continue" about four months ago and went on to write several stories that are not ready to be published. Full disclosure: Call Me Misty has a character named Misty and Hope but they have no relationship to the characters by the same name in the Beatings Will Continue. It's just a bit of a coincidence.

I've posted up an advanced copy of the first chapter. It should be published on the site by the admins pretty soon. It won't spoil anything to tell you that the first chapter sets the scene and establishes the characters.

The main character isn't as shy and nerdy as many past main characters. His name is Michael Hunt (Yeah, he HATES being called Mike. His dad thought it would be funny and insisted on it when he was born).

His Dad isn't in his life much any longer. His mom is and she catches him beating his meet to some bondage porn. In the process of laughing at his humiliation she asks if he actually knows anything about tying up women and expresses some interest in it.

That's as much of a teaser as I can provide you.

In the second story, I have about 17 chapters completed so far. (They all still need editing which takes the MOST time). I decided to split the story to begin with a trip to the ren fair.

I had previously asked a question in my blog about ren fairs. I've observed that a lot of the people into bondage and kink also enjoy ren fairs. I decided to tell the story of an afternoon at one. It includes everything from belly dancers to big breasted women in thin white shirts shaking up seven dollar glasses of lemonade for thirsty dads who love to watch.

My experience at Ren Fairs is that they are for the entire family but they do have some risqué' humor. The best way I heard an entertainer put it was "You only get the jokes you are supposed to get".

If the joke goes completely over the kids head- it's safe to tell it in front of him. If he knows what the joke is REALLY about it, he can handle hearing it.

That was the general idea. You'll see women in skimpy outfits, magic performers tying themselves up in straight jackets, snake charmers, fire breathers deep throating torches, people jumping in mud, and if you are lucky some knights, swords or hawks and medieval stuff too!

I spent the first part of the second book taking the family to one, and I am taking my time with it.

I also have some other half-finished stories or close to finished stories that need some polish. The problem is that if I put a story aside to work on another, it is really difficult to get back into that one and keep working on it.

I hope you will enjoy Call Me Misty. I hope you also enjoyed The Beatings Will Continue. The readership is one of the highest I've had since "Keeping the Babysitter In Line"

https://storiesonline.net/s/26845/keeping-the-babysitter-in-line

That's probably one of my favorite stories. If you haven't' read it - a LOT of me is in that story from way back when. There are 55 chapters and I felt like I created some memorable characters.

In fact, if you are bored and want to read some stories, may I suggest my back catalog?

https://storiesonline.net/a/eddie-davidson

I rarely see anyone read my old stuff. It's hard to believe everyone on here is an old-timer who read everything I ever wrote. I assure you - my older stuff may not be as polished because I didn't have much help with editing and didn't even own MS word.

However, my new stuff isn't that well polished either.

So check it out. :)

PS: Bad Choices Make Good Stories

I believe that. There are times when we make a bad choice that leads to a good outcome or at least one we didn't expect.

Many of my stories illustrate that, however I do plan one sometime towards the end of the year that I plan to call Bad Choices Make Good Stories.

I was thinking about revisiting one of my oldest and most popular stories "Do You have a Big Dick, why not?"

https://storiesonline.net/s/20017/do-you-have-a-big-dick

I wrote it back in 2019 and people still write to me about that one today. A reader suggested that I jump ahead five years.

I may do something else entirely with that title, but it's likely that I will have Karen tell the story about how her bad choices led to her leading a very happy life as what she never knew she wanted to be - a human pet.

I do not want any donations for my writing in monetary form, but I do have a request that involves no money.

Let me quote Idiocracy "I love money, no, like I REALLY love money, tho."

As much as I love money, I STILL don't write for money and I wouldn't accept money. (I don't knock anyone who does - I just don't. That's not why I am here.)

Obviously, I could try to make some money with Patreon or Bookapy but I write for the JOY of it.

I write so that I can see through the eyes of my characters in real time as I pen down the most interesting point in their lives.

My endings are often terrible (IMHO) because I am trying to say goodbye to a beloved character and leave them somewhere that nothing interesting is happening or else I'd just keep going with that story and I have other stories to tell.

I take them as far as I think they need to go - obviously, more things happen to them later. I've done sequels to play with a beloved character again, but generally - at some point - we have to part ways, and I have to conclude the story, and that's difficult.

I also write for a selfish reason, and that is I write the kind of stories I would like to read. My hope is that it inspires people to write something like it/of the same theme, or even with those characters in a new adventure.

I have a couple deals that I made with myself:

1. Completely write the story before publishing it. I have two on here before I made that deal which are languishing because I don't know how to end the story. I don't like to leave readers hanging. (I will probably remove them).

2. Read as much as I write. Unfortunately, a small percentage of stories on the site interest me. I've read most of the older ones that I enjoy. I still find old ones from time to time that I missed.

I try to stay FRESH as an author. Exposure to other people's styles and ideas is helpful to keep me trying new techniques or types of stories.

I read as much as I wrote, but it has to be something that would potentially turn my screws.

If it is a story about Frankenstein riding a surfboard and granting wishes to his Futa Harem? or Lifetime Melodramatic movies about a busy exec who comes home for Christmas and meets her high school sweetheart selling Christmas Trees?

I'll be honest, I am not going to be able to read it. You can/should write that if that's your thing. Don't let me limit you! I am just trying to get you to write anything and hoping if you read my stuff - it's going to be up my alley.

I'll watch/read things that I do not want to do personally. I'll watch a Horror movie, it doesn't mean I want to participate in one and live through it. I write situations the same way, but they have to appeal to me on some level.

I get it; if my stuff doesn't appeal to you - wouldn't want to convince you otherwise.

What I want to do, though is ask you in the nice way possible - if you read my stuff and want to GIVE BACK to me? Consider writing a story if you haven't even done it before.

If you don't think you can, you are underestimating yourself.

I started out thinking nobody would read my stuff. Trolls actively discouraged me (And still sometimes do) but I keep going. I just hit block and keep rolling.

The ONLY people who are going to put down your story and discourage you from writing (besides you) are TROLLS.

If you are trying, and starting out - most authors on here will appreciate and lend a hand to you to get you started because we were where you are.

I certainly was and I certainly will. I am not the best. Am I trying to be? no. I am trying to have fun. It's FUN writing, not a chore and it shouldn't' feel like anyone is judging you.

Trolls are sad weepy little fucks that get their jollies knocking shit down and trying to make everybody else as frustrated as they are - who cares what they think? They are meaningless, their time is clearly worthless since they spend it trolling, so their opinions are equally as valuable as they are. They have so little power in their real lives that they seem intent on trying to have power over someone else's self-esteem. The moment you accept that they had none- they fuck off because they don't want to be reminded how sad they are.

(Which I just did, because IDGAF).

I spend zero fucks on trolls. I used to, but now I spend all my fucks on people who are worthwhile.

So here is my deal to you:

Let's say you are a fan of my stories and think "You know, I've enjoyed Eddie's stories...maybe I should give him something for his effort."

Give me a story. I'll drink the ink before it is dry as long as it's something along the themes of my stories.

I really don't give a fuck what you write, as long as it gets you off. I am just saying -I'll be flattered as hell if you write something I'd enjoy because of something I took my time writing.

Otherwise, I could just write for my personal edification and that of my friends, and stop wasting my time trying to fine tooth edit these stories before posting.

Hit me up with a press of contact author and let me know where you posted it/the name of it, or just send it to me in system mail on here.

I don't trade email addy's on any other site - here is just fine!

If you haven't written before, you probably have a lot of reasons that boil down to "I dont think I can"

You can.

Imagine you are sitting across the bar from me, and we are shooting the shit. We know each other well enough that it's not weird to tell each other stories.

I tell you some freaky shit about a mom that likes getting her ass slapped, and you enjoy it.

YOUR TURN.

Think of a freaky situation, or the most interesting time in someone's life, or a coming of age, or basically a STORY YOU WANT TO READ BUT IT DOES NOT EXIST.

That becomes your 'premise' - sort of a seed of a story. That and a little time is all you need to get started.

Write What You Know/Like: If you aren't writing something you are interested in then don't do it. I don't feel I do fight scenes well or I'd write a bunch of stories that include it.

However, I do research things that I do not know to include in my stories.

In order to get started, don't do that. Just stick with something you know, and would enjoy. My world is middle America, Trailer parks, Suburbs.

Most of my stories are in that comfort zone of a setting that I can visualize and sink my teeth into.

After you do ONE story, you can think about getting out of your comfort zone, but don't do that at first. What's wrong with comfort, anyway? Take all the time you need, and you will grow as a writer with time.

I wrote a pretty cool story called "My Son's Dared Me" Set in the UK. I researched life over there - but it made me uncomfortable trying to write believable English characters. Stick with what you do know, and maybe even base some characters on almagamations of people you met and life experiences you had. They will ring true that way.

What I do is create the main characters and that initial premise. "Okay, it's a hot mom with big titties, and her son is getting bullied" and all the main characters and then I do something called Free Write.

You may be familiar with this concept;

FREE WRITE STEPS

1. Do not have any plan other than some characters and a setting/situation.

2. Write

Just put your fingers on keys and write. Do not give two fucks about story arcs, or grammar or punctuation - nothing. Just tell the story to your Uncle Eddie, while we sit in the bar and check out asses and tits and shoot the shit.

Tell a story, like you are talking to a friend you know. That's a good way to start.

That's what I do. "Free Write" - you are just telling a story and if you want to spend the whole chapter describing a meal, then do it.

See what you get. If you like it after you read it, edit it - spell check and tweak. Remove garbage, elaborate on the details.

You can get a tool called Grammarly for your browser to help you spell check, or the paid version. Ms Word. Editing is a bitch. I got nothing there to make that easy. Having something WORTH editing I can help with.

If you do that for me, I'll keep doing that for you.

I'll probably keep doing it anyway, because by writing I get to see the world through the eyes of my characters and enjoy living in their world instead of this shitty one - but I had to ask.

Give it a shot. You can even use a pseudonym to hide your account handle if you are worried about it.

SOL makes it SO easy to submit a story. It couldn't be simpler. It's just an upload wizard.

You get free membership if you publish enough stories - so that's nice.

It is my strong belief that it is unwise to hold strong beliefs.

It is also my strong belief that the same people you see at BDSM meet ups, are usually the core rank and file at Ren Fairs, and the outfits have a lot of cross-over - big titty women with white tavern blouses, and tight corsets, leather vests, etc.

I will be taking a short hiatus from posting for the next two weeks (most likely) but I am working on a new story. I'll post it when it is complete. I am up to chapter 33 and about half way over.

I have a question for my readers (And those in general who care to offer constructive feedback)

**SPOILER ALERT** read no further if you don't want a spoiler - but keep in mind this happens early on in the story. It's context for the question. Skip past this to "Leaving Spoiler Zone in bold if you want.

The general premise of the story is that a woman catches her son masturbating to BDSM. She assures him it's perfectly normal. She's gregarious, fun-loving, single mom.

She tells him she's always been curious about being tied up, and asks if he'll do it just so she can try it out. At first, it's fairly harmless, fully clothed, but quickly she's like "well, let's do it right...I don't care if you see me naked.."

and it steamrolls into a fun story about a woman who isn't a "Submissive" in the classic sense, but she does like getting tied up and the snot spanked out of her.

Their relationship becomes a bit of a power-exchange as they work out the limits/boundaries. That's fun to write about.

***LEAVING SPOILER ZONE***

By Chapter 33, they go to a Ren Faire, where they see sword swallowers, ribald performers, whip shows, and all sorts of semi-raunchy but not quite sexual performances.

I heard a performer at a Ren Faire once say "You only get the jokes you are supposed to get". He'd tell a dirty joke, but the kids in the audience wouldn't get it because it went over their head. If you are old enough to figure out what he is talking about - you are old enough to get it.

I am going to spend about 5-10 chapters on this day at the ren faire.

My question: Would it be fun to write a standalone about a BDSM couple who go to a ren fair just as a day in the life?

My concern is if you wait until chapter 33, you may not be excited about this, because it's not very sexual/wild like most of the story is up until this point?

As a great example of why I am asking, I wrote this story "Keeping the Babysitter in Line".

https://storiesonline.net/s/26845/keeping-the-babysitter-in-line

It's a 55 chapter love letter to growing up in the 80s and the quirky girls of the time with the big glasses that turned my screws as a young lad. The main character is a little too old to be babysat, but his mom sends him, and he has a crush on her anyway so he doesn't protest.

It turns out though, this older girl also has a secret life with her family where one weekend out of the month, they practice BDSM and it just so happens to be that weekend when he arrives. It's too late to send him home.

I loved writing this story.

Somewhere in the middle, I had the bright idea to write about the Rocky Horror Picture Show experience in the 1980s. It was GLORIOUS.

But I feel many people won't read 30 chapters in to get to that rich, delicious center and read it.

I've often thought I should extract those chapters and rewrite it a little so it could be a standalone story.

I feel erotic about going to RHPS, or the Ren Fair is fun stuff, because it is what people who practice BDSM regularly might do. It's not all "sex, sex,sex" - sometimes it's those neat events that sort of connect you to other freaky people as well.

Should I split it out? or save it as an easter egg for people who slog through 30 chapters to get there and discover?

Humperdink: The guy who never had an unexpressed thought: A short story.

Humperdink never writes stories and shares them. Instead, he accesses his free account to read stories. Humperdink never reads story codes or descriptions.

He reads a 17 chapter story he does not like. Instead of just moving on and finding one he does like, he decides "You know what the author would appreciate? How about if I email him to tell him why I, Humperdink, did not like his story and specifically mention the themes that were clearly in the codes as the reason. I cannot have a thought that I did not share. I am sure the author will want to read the reason that I, Humperdink, did not enjoy the story that they spent hours writing and editing."

Humperdink wastes his own time sending it. He wastes the authors time reading it. Then the author wrote this story which wasted your time. Please blame Humperdink. Do not be like Humperdink.