I know that there are a lot of us out there. I have a small circle of Kriegsbruders to talk to and it helps a lot. Sadly, there are fewer and fewer of us every year. PTSD never goes away completely, but it can and does diminish over time if you deal with it properly. Find a friend, find a circle. Talk about it. Share. Cry together if you need to. Don't try to suppress it, don't try to kill it with drugs or alcohol.